It's that first moment.

All the kills in the world never seemed this appealing or interesting. The Apex games made him feel as if this was the only way he could find her in more than one situation. Was it the fact that while she laid there cold and lifeless he felt incomplete, or was it the fact no matter how many times he killed her again and again, she always gave him a smile. But this man that she was with was constantly in the way of her becoming his. He may need to try to get rid of him.