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Sometimes you have dreams about your past... sometimes the dreams come to you when you're not even asleep... and they come to you as though you are there. You smell your mothers baking, feel the dry hot wood of you house scratching up your feet... and if you focus... you can sometime tune out the yelling in your present just enough... to hear the flapping... of wings... close your eyes and maybe... you'll ketcha glimpse of the white feathers... and feel like you're almost home. That feeling of being almost home... it makes you thirsty and causes you to feel as though you've been wandering in the desert for days. You end up suffering and feeling relieved at the same time. I think it's because you've been suffering all along and you just didn't realize until the moment you saw just enough good to notice the bad... and the relief you feel is because now you know that you're not going to be suffering forever... there is a better place than where you are now. And you can find your way there. I went through 2 and half years of suffering without knowing... but then a glimpse woke me up. (True story. Names and addresses have been altered. WARNING! faces subjects such as: Sexuality, Gender, Mental illness: Anxiety, Depression, ect. if sensitive or easily offended please... just don't read it, won't turn out the way you thing... trust me.)
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