ch 1 - each night i ask the stars above, why must i be a teenager in love

every morning finny wakes up thinking about ciel, and every night he goes to bed wishing he wouldn't.

ciel watches finny and find himself plagued with dreams of a life where his gardener boy can finally be his

*** to clarify: Ciel is around 16-17 in this and finny is close to 19-20, i don't write age gap fics including minors, all relationships i write have legal age gaps :)
***i am in no way homophobic nor do i share the beliefs in regards to sexuality expressed by any characters in this fic, i included the internalized homophobia aspect for historical accuracy