prologue

Y/N has always known Emily, growing up together and bonding over shared trauma. Even going as far as going undercover for Interpol. After the 9 grueling years, she had given up on love, it would always lead to heartbreak even if it's a good guy. That was up until Spencer Reid came into her life.

I promise the story is better than the description

Based on seasons 9-11 hair, the only spoilers are for the season 9 finale and previous trauma.

Trigger Warnings - physical abuse, mental abuse, torture, miscarriages, overdose, and mentions of drug use

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