I leaned against the wall trying to calm down. How can he say something like that? He was just using me. To get to my sister. I heard the bell ring. I can't go to my next class. I'm a mess. I'll just ditch, Emily and Lily will understand. I got up walking out washing off my face. I stared in the mirror. You'll never be good enough.... I won't ever be good enough. Because I'm nothing special. Let's face it, who would love me? Let alone like me. I'm not good enough.