Description
You never know how much you need something until you are forced to live without it. Until they force you to live without them. Once something falls out of your reach, you can never grab it again without moving your body. Yet in just that arms length, your body seems to be trapped. You're too horrified to try, convincing yourself that it's ok; convincing yourself that it's too late, but it's not. Because of that one choice you made, you started loosing yourself as well. The blame, the guilt.. the emotion you can feel is sad.. Min Yoongi... he lost what he always thought of as his... but if it was his, he would have loved it more. He did multiple things that cut this feeling off. The mutual love just wasn't there anymore. He gave up on what he had with his closest being... he gave up on them so easily. Now all that's left of his friend is sadness. Regret. He tells himself everyday never to love again. Never to show emotion as he did with his treasured friend to anyone. Never again. Warning: There is depictions of depression, suicide, and self harm in this fan fiction. I also do not believe any of the ships are/ and or ever will be real. I write for fun, and am not projecting a ship onto the members. I want you all to know that this is not real, and never will be unless proven otherwise by the members themselves. Thankyou.
Lost Love
