prologue

.......'the laughs of a thousand laughter is laughing in the pit of my head',such words are what i think of since then.since the day i lost my light, the day i hated him the most.
he was my everything once you know the one i write to, and all those cliche shit. but now he is simply th nothing in my nothingness heart. can you tell me what to to except in this life .well all this poetic nonsense would be seen in this story. a story of life living as a person, the story of my spiral life....... no.....it is the letter of a helix.