Chp 1

Its wickedness beckons me closer. To touch, to feel, to engulf myself. I belong to pure light but i cannot restrain myself. I sink into it's darkness, i let it embrace me as a mother would her child. I let it protect me as a father would his daughter.this darkness is strong while i am weak, this darkness has power and i have not. Alas i have given up. I have allowed it to consume me whole, my body cannot continue surviving. The agony is too much, a heart cannot live while broken, for its vacancies crave darkness. They beg for it.