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"I've dragged you into my shit...I feel stupid" I looked away from him at all the mess I had created around us. "I didn't really resist to be honest" "Pff" my flat looked like somebody had broken into it and the worst part was that I couldn't remember half the things that I had done. "You really scared me last night" Harry's voice was laced with sadness and concern and that could only make me feel worse about practically forcing him to babysit me. "Im sorry" "I don't want you to apologize. Just...just please... I can't fix you, ok? As much as I want to I can't. But you can't keep living like this" he was stern, he was practically scolding me for acting so stupid. "I was very sad Harry and then I was scared and I'm always scared for so many different reason. Its like that first day of school where you're not sure if your mom will remember to come pick you up, I feel like that all the time" I had started crying mid sentence, it seemed like crying was my new natural state. I sat up and Harry instantly moved closer to me, his forehead resting against mine. "Hey listen, we re gonna eat some soup, have some sex and then well do some sun salutations and everything wil be alright. Eh?"
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