Beforehand

"I'm sorry i won't be able to make it" I cried as I wrote down the my last words on the white paper.

A fictional story about a girl who's past and present is all connected and she FEAR to loose it

DISCLAIMER: this story contains serious depressing disorders and anxiety prefer not to be read by those who can't bare it
Self harm and triggering events are tend to occur.
Mention of blood and suicides