I screwed up

I touched him. Only once though, I promise. But it all happened so fast, it's not like I wanted it. Well, not at first, but then he pushed me down on the bed and lead his hand far up between my legs; touching me way more than you would want to imagine. I'm sorry, I know you've had to last through my slutty times without judging me and honestly I wouldn't judge you for hating me now. I'm sorry.