The same glowing face, the same blonde hairs, her eyes still radiating the same aura. The day that I feared facing came in front of me. WHY IS SHE BACK? WILL SHE TAKE AWAY MY JUNGKOOK? The more my kids are nourished in her womb, the more I am distant from my husband. The seed of first love is always present in heart, may be dormant but never lifeless. The same seedling of his first love is somewhere hidden in one of the deep crater of Jungkook's heart. "Was I just a rebound to him, was I only a way for his distraction. Will he leave me now?"