Description
~[Warning BoyxBoy action. If you don't like it, then don't suggest you read this. It's all up to you.]~ Love: A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for apparent, child, or friend. Love; a loose;term used to describe an emotion to others. To love another person is one of the greatest achievements in life, and to earn their love in return can change a life as we may know it. But what about those who aren't so fortunate; the ones who aren't popular, or rich, or buff football players or skinny cheerleaders, what about them? Are they just thrown out of society to take refuge in their own desolate and lonely places, because it's safer than the real world around them? Well, for me that's the case.I feel when I don't fit in; when I'm different than others. Knowing my lacking of place, shutting down, closing the iron curtains that drape across my weak heart, I just disappear into the background; becoming one with silence. I've heard it said from people who have came into my life, how special I am and how I do fit in, but in my mind, I don't. Weighing me on a scale of worth with some of my peers, comparing, they would hit the floor with extreme force when I would soar above as ;an angel in the sky. You may not wonder who I am, or why I'm writing, just know I know from experience how it feels to be left in the dark and lonely. Believe me, the first six years of school where like that, and god only remembers what it was like before that.;But I too do know how it feels to be saved; saved by the most amazing, unique, and beautiful person in existence to me. He was my savior, my first... and my last.
Chapter 1 (Revised)
