Chapter One

Have you ever zoned out while driving, or reading, or at just any moment throughout the tiresome day? Ever felt completely vulnerable? Ever felt agitated? Ever felt butterflies in your belly when you heard a particular name? Ever felt the immense pain that makes your chest physically hurt? If you're reading this, you're reading everything that my heart, mind, and body have felt. Everything that the world has failed to understand. All the unspoken words, the regrets, the beautiful pain, the ecstatic loneliness, the unbreakable trust, gut-wrenching betrayals, everything that shapes me. This is a peek into my heart: a dark, deep, mysterious, and unpredictable journey.