1- but not her...

I know now that no matter what walls I've put up, I fell for her, I fell for Natalia and I can't change it. My heart aches for her and I know that Ive made a mistake.

I fell for a girl I can't have. And now i sit, with no way to tell her, no way to show her and no chance I'll ever have her.

I like Natalia.

And a stupid business deal made my hearts desires, my greatest curse.
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Jax Charleston is an engaged billionaire, his marriage is arranged and he doesn't like it. he's a player who sleeps around and doesn't settle for one girl. Falling in love is his greatest fear. He doesn't want to find anyone because she will certainly be ripped away. He puts up walls around his heart. Until one night, when he saves a certain blue eyed brunette.

Natalia Spencer is a damaged and scarred girl, who's made a life for herself in ways only some can dream of. She's one of the kindest people you'll ever meet and constantly does things for others, her kind heart made it impossible to leave her abusive boyfriend Kayden. Until he saved her.

Natalia and Jax are quick to become friends, their personalities working perfectly together, while Natalia is out going and playful, Jax is more reserved and distant.

She manages to find her way into his heart and brings out his playful side, she breaks down his walls and he breaks down hers. He healed her and she brought life back into him.

Their love story could be perfect.

There's just one problem. Jax's fiancé.