Am I good Enough Yet...Will I Ever Be Good Enough...

so...i know this isn't original but...i thought about this for a bit since i have to many thoughts locked inside my head to process...so i thought maybe it might be ok to let them out through poetry...tho i'm not the best at it but i at least try ok!...hopefully it's ok...and if you find it relatable then that's fine...it just lets me know i'm not alone and neither is anyone else...also if i notice that it's similar to someone else's poetry then i will do my best to give them the credit they deserve and if they want me to take it down because they don't want me to use it then i will have no problem with that ok...much love and support and stay safe...