Is this me?

I have no life at all. What I thought I had as a life was all a mistake, mother never let me be. I wanted to be with him but... what's the point of loving if you gotta hide it? I loved him more than anyone, yet society didn't show any respect towards us. A guy who had to hide his feelings and put on a smile everyday at high school just to let everyone else think he was okay... That. That wasn't okay at all.

• written in 1rst person
• journal type of writing