to damn selfish

I don't want to be JUST a boy toy to you ... I wanna be something more ? I don't wanna fck around anymore I actually wanna be a big thing in your life ... am I not enough?...

-

"hey" "hi" I blatantly reply to him ...
"look Mattia I'm not here for a quick fu -"
"well I haven't bought you for anything apart from telling you something.."
"which is ?" I ask him
" I really like you Tay..."

i like you too ... and it's been that way for a long time ....

*this book includes violence , anxiety / depression , drinking , smut scenes and etc*
-I have changed my ways of writing so you guys now know what that means 😈 and also read at your own risk people !-