ch 1, my world and my purpose

this is a new zack x ray story,

zack had been through so much, beyond what anyone should go through, he goes around in his suffocation of loneliness and hunger for death, and all of a sudden that changes, he starts dreaming of this girl, this girl he's never met or seen before, and she's absolutely beautiful, for some strange reason she's not scared in his dreams and enjoys his company, he finds himself falling in love with her but then... tragedy takes a hold of him, but something else happens, something totally unexpected...