prologue

" I......Can't feel anything,
for as long as i can remember, i haven't been able to feel emotions, i pretended to be 'normal' around
people, but i don't care this is normal for me, well it was.........until i met him ......my senpai~ i'm addicated to the way he makes me feel. i don't care about anything else...... and now some one is trying to take him from me...... she wants him, but not in the same way that i want him......... she could never love him the way i do!"