-1- Younger Times

(y/n) is a pillar men who didn't die by kars nor joined his team. After many centuries of training and exploring the world, alone.
She wanted revenge. She wanted kars dead but she doesn't know if she could kill someone she still had feelings for.

She as gather people in need and turned them so she wasn't so alone. they would call her mother by young ones or goddess.

After finding him, she was filled with sadness greif and sadness. failure and regret, she couldn't fight him. she couldn't kill him. her feeling wouldn't allower her. so, she let him live with her and a lot of shit happens.