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ambivalence
/amˈbɪv(ə)l(ə)ns
the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone

The mind's eye can be a powerful tool, perilous in the hands of Tom Riddle. A natural born legilimens is rare, but when one falls right into his lap, he doesn't find a weapon, but a battle with himself as his path begins to change, for her.