Chapter 1

I'm Michael Mell.
And my life is a fucking rollercoaster.
I've had a crush on Jeremy for almost 4 years now. Every day is starting to kill me and every moment I'm with him makes my heart flip.
Although it's not all fun.
Anxiety and depression are life ruiners and as my crush on my best friend grows.
So does my mental health problems.
Welcome to my life. It's pretty crazy

mentions of SH, suicidal thoughts, homophobia, mental health and physical bullying