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He ruined me, it's that simple. The first time I saw him, the first time I heard him speak I was consider gone. I know you might think I'm overreacting but I'm not, he asked one question and I was his. I didn't want to be.

Thinking back now, I should've just listened more, trusted more, or even pay more attention but I was terrified by him. Everything I did, all the chaos I cost was just wasted. He turned me into a self-destructive storm and enjoyed the show from his throne. I think the worst part was, he knew I had nothing to go back to. My life before was forgotten.

Like I said, the moment I first heard him speak, I was gone.