What if?

(Castiel POV)
Honestly I don't know what I'm doing, I've fought for... to long, but never for myself. I always told myself I was doing the right thing, but am I?

(Dean POV)
I try, but I always ending driving them away. I thought I was the one holding on, I'm not. Yet, I refuse to let go.

(Sam POV)
I wish dean could see things the way I do, I see them like they could get better. He doesn't realize that I feel guilt too and I've done stuff wrong I just hope the both of us can move on.