Hiding my beautiful scar

I have never been a person who has been open about my feeling, my thoughts and my words to anyone. I know everyone might think that I am an INTROVERT well guess what I am ans I am not afraid or anything about it. I enjoy my life that way but sometime I feel heavy like heart heavy the thing i feel the things i do makes no sense to me but deep down I know there is something that has happened to me to make me feel or think that way and I cant tell anyone or say it to anyone. Its just who I am but something never last so this is where i pour out my heart and feelings.