surrender

hi! if you are reading this i just want you to know a couple of things:
• English is not my main language so please don't judge if you see any mistakes, just point it out and don't say anything rude.
• this is actually me exposing my feelings, not a story.
• the purpose of this in expressing my feelings in a way i feel comfortable.
• i am part of al lot of fandoms so there would probably be a few things from different types of series, movies, books, etc.
and if you ask why i do this in English and not in my main language let me tell you for some kund of reason I'd rather do this in a way that I wouldn't do it if i am actually telling this to a person, ( you probably didn't understand what i meant).
i hope you enjoy it i guess?