The beginning

Have always wondered what my life would look like if my father was not part of a terrorist group or if my mother doesn't hate my guts or the fact I can't be the real me .
Sometimes I wonder if am good or bad ?
Why I had to deceive people I truly love ?
My name is Ivy
I am a military nurse trained to kill the man who killed my brother
At least that's what I was told .
I need a normal life like every normal person .
I want to be the real me and not the person my father made me be
I can't have love
I wonder if I would ever be loved