the first letter

This is a compilation of letters that Baz has written to Simon for him to find after he offs himself. All the things he's wanted to say but been too afraid to; namely, expressing his love for the Chosen One. So he pours his heart out onto paper instead. Every moment, every time he almost slipped up, every time Simon Snow has hurt him. Every time Simon Snow has loved him. It's all there, plain as day. And it's there for Simon to find, after Baz is gone.