i wanna end me

if i could give you one thing in my life , i would give you the ability to see yourself through, my eyes only then would you realize how special you are to me , i really didn't want to fall in love , not at all but at some point i saw your gummy smile and holy shit man i blew it . somehow all this love changed to a real suicide by mistaken of someone that i loved , not me not yoongi neither . but when you love someone ...