Help

I tried I really did to be the prefect little golden boy but I cant handle it anymore the Dursley's have been making me more insane every day, every week, every month, every year I cant handle it cause I'm also broken but what happens when the prefect little golden boy finally snaps when the Dursley's take it to far who will be able to help him and who can he trust when he finds out that everything he's been told is a lie will he stay in the light or will he turn dark and what happens when insane Harry Potter loves to hurt, kill, and prank people