character descriptions - you and your band

Why am I so nervous around him? Is it because I've looked up to him for so many years and now I get to to be around him everyday? Is it because of the way he looks at me? Maybe it's just because of how bad I want him. The best part, I know he wants be back.

((Gerard Way x Reader))
((I'm bad at writing descriptions))
((work in progress))
((language))