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**READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED** "Not today Not today....PLEASE NOT TODAY!" "YOU'RE HURTING ME...PLEASE STOP!" "SHHH SHHH SHHH Its not gonna hurt!...I promise" "PLEASE STOP .....PLEASE ....STOP YOU'RE HURTING ME....STOP.....AHHHHHHHHHHH!" "SHUT THE F**K UP!" *whap WHAP* BOOM Hmmph... and that's how fast it happens. Two things a woman cant get back in life is time and her innocence. Especially when her innocence was robbed before even being taught about the birds and the bees. You grow up and wish you can just hear "Daddys little girl this and daddy's little girl that" But you find yaself growing up and being forced into a woman at very VERY young age. You're forced to become mature, not even knowing how to properly pick out pads for your cycle. You go to school and try to cope with being a kid but the only thing you can comprehend, is being raped and forced to do things you never even knew existed at that age. "WHO THE FUCK LOVE ME?" I wake up and ask myself that every morning feeling like God himself don turned his back on me. Hello world my name is Ruby Cystal and I'm not like most 16 year old girls. You know those spoiled rotten driving in their first vehicle, prom dress shopping, etc. Hell nall not me? I have a son by my step dad and manmmie who pimp me to support his cocaine habits. And right now I'm standing in the girls locker room with a rope tied to a light fixture and around my neck....I cant take this no more.... I'm about to kill myself. #RobbedOfInnocence
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