Chapter 1. Living A Fucking Nightmare

So this is literally just my life, which is pretty interesting. I do a lot of things that most people don't or won't that are out of the norm probably because I want my life to be actually interesting (or maybe it's cause i'm bipolar...hah). I listen to my intuition and I also don't give any fucks. I also go through a lot of emotions. The most difficult one is sadness. I'm kinda sorta Bipolar, according to two doctors (so I probably am), and I experience episodes frequently. Which is probably why my life is interesting; going back and forth with mania and depression. Mania, for me, is when I feel so high on life, and I don't even do drugs. Then depression, for me, gets pretty bad, where I almost want to kill myself. But I don't because I'm strong and I'm just here for the ride! So I make really interesting decisions when I'm going through these episodes. Join me on my fucking nonsense of a life where I give no fucks and don't follow the rules.