Change

Ashton wants to change. He is "overweight" and can see nothing but imperfection when he looks in the mirror. He is drowning in self-hatred, longing for change, but changing one thing ultimately leads to other changes. His attitude changes. His outlook on life changes. His needs change as does his desires, but he can't stop himself from changing, because he thinks he needs to. It's for the best, or so he thinks. (Ashton centric/Lashton fanfiction)