Chapter 1

do you ever feel like a broken glass? everything shattering and never finding the pieces to put them together? thats exactly how i feel, walking around broken and nobody seem to notice it. no matter how miserable my life i can do nothing put keep everything to myself. it feels like im putting all my emotion in a bottle and waiting to explode soon.

i really want to give up but i cant, i cant just leave my mother behind even though i feel she would do so much better without me.
i feel im such a disappointment to people, my mother, my father, everybody at school and myself, but again what have done to disappoint people?
im coldhearted
i feel dead
my soul is dead
and all this happened because of one boy, Taylor Caniff