~Atelophobia~

atelophobia
/əˌtɛləˈfəʊbɪə/
noun
1. The fear of imperfection or not being good enough.

Perfection.
Poised and polished perfection was one of the only things Sanjana strived for, things her parents wanted from her.
But not everyone gets what they want.
Immaculate presentation, pristine walls and a terribly imperfect soul; that's what Sanjana had.

Mysha was nothing like Sanjana.
All she enjoyed was destruction; imperfection at its finest.
Reckless, careless enjoyment.

"Opposites attract until they crash, break, burn."
-Chase Goehring