Wrong Move~

How did this once beautiful country turn into a now abandoned war zone?
How did I end up here?
Why is it that I am still alive in this place where people die every few days?
From just breathing the air, to getting shot for not wanting to join forces with the other side?
Why is it did I end up surviving and everything I loved turned into dust right before me?
Is there still hope for me?
Or am I the reason for all this chaos?