Chapter 1: Did you even want to have a baby?

This is the story of the first year of my daughter's life. Well, really, it is the story of the first year of my new life, the one where I became a "mom." As early as four days after my baby was born, I could sense that I was completely changed. The old me was gone and a new person had been born. The only thing was that it didn't feel exciting. I was so happy to have finally met my daughter, but it felt like my old self had been usurped from me. I became desperate. I wanted me back. At the time, deep in panic mode, all I hoped for was to find her again. This is the story of my journey to find her, and - spoiler alert - meeting Bita Version 2.0 instead.