Sam pov

Dean loved how Castiel practically melted into his hands. He loved being above him and scooping him up via Castiel's lower back and feeling how he draped like cloth. And how feeling his panting breaths on his skin feels like the warmest comfort. Liked placing his hands on Castiel's hips and feeling his hands on his shoulders and arms even if he dug his nails into him. Relish at how aggressive Castiel was at times: pulling on Dean's hair, gripping and digging, the absolute vulgarity he would utter into Dean's reddening ears, the forceful pulls and pushes, how despite being the one taking it he was the one in control.

Contains:
-homophobic content
-violence
-alcohol
-swearing
-blood, sweat, and tears
-smut

^Dm for anything additional