Prolog

I was 12, maybe 13 when I started to change my eating habits. Half an apple a day (and sometimes as little lunch as possible to not worry my family) would keep the fat away, I was telling myself. I did not know how to lose weight any better and this I knew:

I wanted nothing desperatively more than being skinny.

How I developed an eating disorder, how I challenged my soul and starved my body and how I've grown since then. Basically, this is the story of how I fought the demons in me.