Chapter One

Ruki is admired at school because of his family name, Matsumoto. Everyone is nice to him. But at home, Ruki is abused by his father. He is questioning his looks, beliefs, reasons to live, and even his sexuality. Noticing the self-harm, Ruki's mother takes him to a Psychiatrist. Every time Ruki sees this man he feels strange. Is this love? Can the psychiatrist save Ruki from suicide?