➢ trigger

❝ in a world where nothing we do truly matters because our lives are all insignificant and everyone is born only to die, i drown myself in alcohol and pills to stay alive. sometimes, i even try to fall in love so i could make up some sort of meaning for this meaningless life. just like everybody else, i hold onto temporary things to forget about my temporary problems. the only difference is, my mental illnesses are a life sentence. living with them is like waking up only to count down the days 'til the end. ❞

started: 2019
ended: ᅳ