Who am I?

This book revolves around the excrutiating and malaise feeling brought about by this thing that haunts some of us HEARTBREAK. Some embrace it and some fear it, well the truth is that its something that can cause a serious breakdown of one's self esteem even if it wont last forever and for some it lasts a day, for me its something i expect. To be honest i dont know the cause of it, is it the coldness of your so called adoration, the one u long to be with or is it just you. Well this book encircles around those quarries and internal feuds