prologue

When was the last time you had a solid relationship with a guy where you didn't feel insecure? I think for most girls we have a 'real' relationship that lasts for maybe 5 months in Year 9, and you told each other you loved them but was it, love? Of course not, you idiot!

I don't know about you, but I for one am done with all that shit. Why do I make myself wait until he texts me first? Shouldn't I feel confident enough in myself that I can take charge and say hello when I want to? But alas, I guess I will always be this way, as will a lot of girls. I check my phone constantly, waiting for a text from him, and I'll reply in 5 minutes after he ignored me for 5 hours.

I just have to find the right guy.