Meeting Him

I have always been somewhat of an outcast, I have one friend, a small paying job as a waitress, and I live by myself in a small flat a few blocks away from my place of work. My life was simply average, nothing more, nothing less until I met a very handsome butler dressed in black. He claims we have met before, he says that we were actually closer then expected....I do not believe him. But how can I know if I am correct when I can't remember most of my past before now? Will it crush me or make me stronger?