Olivia Smith

it has been 3 years since I saw my best friend Louis Tomlinson(yes the one and only) he has helped me through the tough times. I have no friends, and I have been bullied for the past 8 years, and my father abuses me. I am 19 now and still get bullied. I changed my looks, everything. I look completely different than before. I seriously miss him. He was like family to me. And I can't take the pain anymore. What can I do?