Lithium

I lay there on the bathroom floor listening to the seven boys laughter. I smile a little and feel my stomach churn. I begin to become numb and feel my body burn. I yelp in pain, immediately regretting my desicion.

I wasn't ready to leave Tae. Nor was I ready to leave Namjoon.

I try to grab the bathtub and pull myself up, but I fail and hit my head on the side. I stay lying on the floor, as the tears roll down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry" I whisper, closing my eyes.

As I was about to fade away I could hear his faint voice and the sound of the bathroom door slamming open...

"IZZY!"