Chapter 1

I felt frozen but at the same time burning. Numb but sad. I felt like all I wanted to do was scream but at the same time I couldn't speak. I felt empty but also full of fear and sadness. I felt lifeless but alive. But at this moment I wasn't sure if I even wanted to be alive.

This couldn't be happening. Not to me. Not now. Not ever!

All I could do was pray. Pray that what my mother said was true. That I would see her again.

My mom was dying. Dying. And it was all my fault. If I had just --

I quickly came back to reality when I suddenly bumped into some boy..