[Formerly known as: Warzone] "I miss him so much. I wish he was here, that none of this ever happened and that he could be holding me right now. I would do anything to be able to go back in time and change what happened..." Being a huge One Direction fangirl, I dreamt about dating one of the boys every night. Never in my wildest imagination did I ever think it would really happen. It seemed like the perfect fairy-tale at first, but then our relationship became a war zone and my biggest dream became my worst nightmare.